Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Inspiration for ME Current mood: optimistic *Inner Conflicts can be changed to Trials and Tribulations, lies, secrets... anything. Don't read too much into it. ;-)* These Inner Conflicts are mostly bad & rarely good. They make life clasterphobic with complete bewilderment. Most of these Conflicts are kept within one's self and not shared with others. They are impossible to let out, bringing along humiliatiation,shame,anxiety and anger upon surfacing. Depending on who you expose and when, these inner conflicts can build you up or break you down. It can be the relief of a load of cement bricks lifted off your shoulders; or it can bare you down by adding a few onto them. Sometimes doing both; one right after another. Letting out these Conflicts can feel like complete loss of control -- even if the Fight within was about not having control in the first place. Inner Conflicts confuse reality from revories and will consume your all-- Maybe for a week, or a month, or a year, or maybe four years. They will suck you in and leave you with nothing but fear and regret in the loss of one's self --or the judgements of others that you eventually expose. They are caused by twisted images or tales on an Earth that's obessed with the never-ending of "one-up'ing". These Inner Conflicts are made up of unnecessary uncertainty, Disgrace, Stigma, and Pride. Yet still, the conflict(s) will surface at the submission to someone else, most commonly at their request or demand. These Conflicts are mostly bad; Rarely Good. When these conflicts escape you, they can shamefully become someone else's unnecessary burden. Realization of the surfacing can induce a fight. Successfully, that fight will create a distraction from the clarity in progress. When reality prevails, another world--within another world--within yet another world become exposed. The World's contain Hope & Idealistic Optimism. These conflicts are pivotal staples that create the "what is" of life. These Inner Conflicts, though mostly bad & rarely good, will almost always, with good purpose, fail at remaining within-- Even if the only journey you direct them in, is to a newly enlightened you. ********************** -KT "In the world you have tribulation, but take courage, I have overcome the world." (John 16:32, 33)